It seemed like they were planning something…for me and Jamie ?!?! DuJun hyung laughed and put his hands over my eyes. Someone took my hands and led me somewhere. Finally, I heard them quietly count, “hana….deul…set !!!” DuJun hyung’s hands flew off my face and they sprinted to the door and locked it behind them.

Jamie banged against the door yelling, “YAH UNNIE !! BOHYAH ?!?!” We heard laughing and then Deanna noona called back teasingly, “Not until you confess !!” Confess ? Jamie…does she like me ?! She sighed and turned to me. Before she could say anything, I blurted out, “JAMIE CHOWAHAE !!!” I mentally slapped in myself in the face…Yang Yoseob why are you such a pabo…

I looked up at her and she was just staring at me. “Mi-mianhae Jamie….I get it…You probably don’t like me…I don’t even know why I said it like that…” She was just staring at me. I didn’t know what else to say…so I turned around and headed towards the door.
That’s when I heard from behind me, “YA !!” I turned around and  she was beaming at me. “Boh…?” She shook her head and crossed the room to me. “Chowahae Yang Yoseob. Chowahae…” WHAT. Did she just say that she liked me ?!?!?!?

I pulled her into an embrace as she giggled. “Say it again Jamie. Say it again jebal..” She giggled and whispered into my ear, “Chowahae…” I laughed so hard I felt like my heart was going to burst. I wrapped my arms tightly around her waist and spun her around in a circle.

The door burst wide open and Deanna and the rest of them ran into the room and tackled us onto the bed. Deanna jumped on top of her dongsaeng and screamed, “AIGOOOO !! FINALLY !!! YOU TWO ARE FINALY TOGETHER !! AIGGOOOOOOOO KYOPTA !!” She pinched Jamie’s cheeks and her smile was so big.

KiKwang pulled Deanna off of Jamie and into his laplaughing, “Yah Deanna. Don’t suffocate the poor girl ! Yah Yang Yoseob. Good jbo.” And he winked at me. DuJun hyung came over to me and ruffled my hair. “Aigoooo. Baby Yoseob is growing up, neh ?! Maybe I should call your umma and tell her that you got a yeoja chingu…” I frantically grabbed the phone while yelling, “AHNI AHNI AHNI !!!” Everybody just laughed at me.
I looked over at Jamie and smiled.

This was going to be a great summer with her by my side…

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MIANHAE. SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT. BUT ENJOY !

When we first got to the party, Deanna was automatically dragged off Zen and they sat in their own little corner and talked about who knows what. I was left there with DuJun, Yoseob and Jamie. Occasionally Deanna would look over and smiled at me, which then made me melt. Finally, after a while, she gestured for me to come over.

I walked over to them, plopped down and put my arm around Deanna. “So what were you two ladies discussing so mysteriously ?” Deanna looked at me with a glint of mystery in her eyes. Damn so sexy. “Weeellllllll,” she started, “You know how Yoseob and Jamie…FOR SURE like each other ?” I was so confused, “wait what ? When did this happen.”

Zen and Deanna both put their faces in their hands and sighed. “Aishhh….Kwangie, jinjja, I love you to death, but really ? Must you be so oblivious ?!” I still didn’t get it, “YAH JUST TELL ME.” They both laughed and Zen spoke up. “Well basically, although you were too oblivious to notice, Yoseob and Jamie definitely like each other…we just need to hook them up now, neh ?”

That’s when I finally realized it, “OHHH !! So are we going to just leave them alone or something ? Because quite frankly I don’t see anything else we can do…” Zen and Deanna looked worriedly at each other, “Yeah…that’s what we said too. There’s relaly not much besides shove them in a room together…” I laughed and said, “then why don’t we ?”

The girls looked at me, “BOH ?!” I laughed again and wrapped my arm around Deanna’s waist, “I said…why don’t we just do it ? We can stand outside and guard and hang out at the same time while they do whatever in there.” I smirked at Deanna and she burst out laughing.

“Wow Zen unnie…we spent all that time trying to think of some genius plan and the then my pabo namja chingu just comes in and comes up with such a simple idea !!!” Deanna laughs. I realize her insult and I pull her in even tighter and whisper in her ear and say, “mworago ?!” She giggles and kissesme. “Does that make up for it ?” I smiled and nodded.

Zen looked at us disgustingly and said, “Alright then let’s get this party STARTED !!!”
We walked back over to DuJun, Jamie and Yoseob with smiles on our faces. Zen immediately went, sat by DuJun and whispered our plan into his ear. As she told him, his smile grew wider and wider.

After she was done telling him, he grinned at me and KiKwang and high fived both of us. “LET’S DO IT !!” Yoseob and Jamie just looked at each other with confused looks on their faces. “YAH UNNIE. BOH BOH BOH BOH ?!” Jamie whined at me. We all laughed while I smacked the side of her head and said, “yah…mworago ?! Don’t talk to your unnie like that. And plus, you’ll find out soon…” I winked at her and she groaned.

This is going to be one fun night.

Jamie expressed her obvious longing for Yoseob to me and Deanna in such a way that we had to hook them up. It was absolutely insane how cute they were together. They were already acting like a couple, but they weren’t one…yet. That night there was a party, Deanna and I had a plan.

Two hours before we had to leave for the party, Deanna and I were done setting up. We called Jamie into our “palace.” She came in and gasped. “YAH !! BOHYAH ?!?!” Deanna and I just smirked. “We are going to transform you tonight, dearie. We shall make you even more beautiful than you actually are and Yoseob will. be. yours.” She gasped and said, “ANYI ANYI. HE DOESN’T EVEN LIKE ME. BOHYAH ?!?!” We laughed and just pulled her into the chair. From then on, we curled every beautiful golden piece of hair on her scalp and carefully applied makeup. We didn’t cake it onto her face of course, but we made it so that it would enhance her natural beauty. After we were finished, she was a vision.

Deanna and I steped back to admire our work. WE both gasped when we took in her whole look. She was so wearing a babydoll dress that flowed just right and I swear to god she looked like an angel. Deanna started to tear up.

“OMONA UNNIE. WHY ARE YOU CRYING ?!” Jamie cried out and ran over to Deanna and hugged her. “Aigoooo dongsaengah. You’re growing up ! Look at you looking all grown up and beautiful for a BOY !!! Aigoooo…” Deanna hugged Jamie fiercely. Jamie just beamed “Unnie. You and KiKwang will be happy forever. I hope you know that.” Deanna just smiled even more and pecked Jamie on the cheek.

“Don’t keep him waiting !!” I said playfully and kicked her out. I stood at the top of the staircase, where the boys couldn’t see me, but could hear me, and announced in a grandeur voice, “ATTENTION GENTLEMEN. HERE COMES OUR MAKNAE, JAMIEEEE !!!!” She stepped down the staircase and I could hear audible gasps.

“Jamie is that really you ? Don’t tell your sister but I might have to covet you…” we heard KiKwang say. That’s when Deanna yelled from the top, “YAH LEE KIKWANG. I HEARD THAT. JUGULAE ?!?!” We all laughed while KiKwang yelled back, “I LOVE YOOUUU.” Next, Deanna made her way down the stairs and KiKwang said, “…Aigoooo my yeoja chingu is so beautiful !!!” I guess he picked her up or something, because I heard a squeal.

“ZEN UNNIE ! YOUR TURN !!” Jamie yelled. I took a deep breath and appeared at the top of the stairs and walked down. I heard one very audible gasp but didn’t dare to look up. I didn’t look up until I was done coming down the stairs. I looked up and saw DuJun standing right there, just looking at me. He walked over to me and looped his arms around my waist and pulled me into a tight hug. “Zen….you look beautiful.” And kissed me on the forehead.

I giggled and I could feel my cheeks turning bright red. I heard a chorus of aww’s coming from Deanna and Jamie and then KiKwang, ruining the moment, yelled loudly and obnoxiously, “AWHHH AREN’T YOU TWO FREAKING ADORABLE. OH MY GAWWDD.” We all laughed while Deanna smacked him across the head.

And then we took off for the party where we planned to make Jamie’s dreams come true…

The first thing I saw the next morning when I opened my eyes was KiKwang’s handsome, sleeping face. God he is so beautiful. His arms were still wrapped around me, but I reached my hand up and lay my hand on his face. Automatically, his face broke out into a small, sweet smile and his hand slowly came up and came over mine. He opened his eyes and just looked at me. He leaned in and planted the softest, gentlest, yet the most passionate kiss on my lips. “Good morning sunshine..” He whispered.

All I could do was smile and snuggle back into his chest. I felt the safest there, that was when I heard a distant shout of “I FOUND HER I FOUND HER !!” I sat up straight, “What’s going on…? Did someone go missing ?” I got up and KiKwang followed. We followed the footprints in the sand and eventually saw Yoseob and Jamie. They were both sitting down and away from each other…what happened.

I ran over to her and wrapped my arms around her. “YAH ! WHERE WERE YOU GUYS ?! I WAS SO WORRIED WHEN WE WOKE UP AND NOBODY WAS AT THE CAMPSITE ANYMORE ! AIISSHH JINJJAA.” The panic had just hit me when I saw her. That’s when KiKwangie said, “Yah…where’s DuJun and Zen ?” I saw Yoseob and Jamie trade a look and understood immediately.

“You know..they’re over there by that big patch of plants and stuff and we can’t see them…” Jamie hinted, trying to be subtle. I laughed and said, “Arasseooo we’ll wait until they come back.” KiKwang had the dumbest expression on his face when he said, “I don’t get it….” I stood up and walked over to him, laughing while I did, “We’re going to give them some ALONE time.” That’s when he finally said, “OHHH!!!” Aigooo. He’s so cutee !! I laughed and started walking back to Jamie but he wrapped his arms around me from behind. We stood and talked like that for awhile…and even last night, I was still in heaven in his arms.

After a while, Zen and DuJun walked out from behind wherever they were hiding. They came out holding hands. Of course, Jamie and I automatically broke away from the boys and sprinted towards Zen while screaming our heads off. “OH MY GOD OH MY GOD TELL US EVERYTHING. YAH SPEAKKK !!!”

Zen just smiled and looked at DuJun, still holding onto his hand. Jamie and I saw this and broke out into a chorus of, “AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW” God they were adorable. I looked back at KiKwang and him and Yoseob were just smirking in our direction.

Finally, Zen opened up and told us the whole story about how she ran off after their truth or dare kiss and how he had found her. Jamie and I ooh’ed and aww’ed at all the right places and finally squealed along with her at the end of the story. Finally, Jamie sighed and glanced back at the boys and said, “Zen unnie…Deanna unnie…I’m so jealous of you guys…Yoseob will never like me…” She looked down.

I saw the genuine sadness in her eyes. Zen and I traded a look. We knew what we had to do…

After Zen unnie ran out of the tent, we all kind of sat there for a while in shock, not knowing what to do. After a few minutes of sitting, DuJun sprang up and went running after her. Yoseob and I looked at each other, got up, and followed DuJun oppa. The first thing we saw when we exited the tent was Deanna unnie sleeping in KiKwang oppa’s arms. I stood there and “awwww’d” at them silently, motioned for Yoseob to be quiet, then ran after DuJun again.

We looked for Zen unnie all night. Finally, when the sun was starting to come up, I heard DuJun oppa yell out, “I FOUND HER I FOUND HER !!” Then proceeded to disappear behind something. Yoseob made a move to try to go follow them, but I stopped him. “Anyi anyi…I think it’s about time they get together, neh ?” Yoseob hesitated, looked at me, shot me a smirk (that made me nearly melt), and said, “Neh, arasseo.”

That’s when he plopped down into the soft sand and pulled me down with him. I lost my balance and fell on top of him. For a second, it was like a movie scene. I was on top of him and our faces were inches from each other. Neither of us…as far as I could tell…were breathing. All I could see were those big puppy dog eyes looking back at me. God he’s gorgeous…that’s when I realized what was happening and quickly got off.

I sat up and looked away, at the ocean, so he couldn’t see my cheeks reddening from that moment that we had there. I could haer him muttering to himself, “babo babo babo.” Listening to him mutter that broke my heart. I knew that he would never have feelings for me, so why did I still keep my hopes up ? Aish jinjja…

At that moment, KiKwang oppa and Deanna unnie came running at us. “YAH ! WHERE WERE YOU GUYS ?! I WAS SO WORRIED WHEN WE WOKE UP AND NOBODY WAS AT THE CAMPSITE ANYMORE ! AIISSHH JINJJAA.” Deanna ran over to me, kneeled and enveloped me in a tight hug. That’s when KiKwang spoke up. “Yah….where’s DuJun and Zen ?” Yoseob and I shot each other a look.

I looked at my unnie, knowing that she would understand me, and said, “You know..they’re over there by that big patch of plants and stuff and we can’t see them…” Deanna unnie laughed and said, “Arasseeoo. We’ll wait until they get back.” KiKwang oppa frowned and said, “I don’t get it…” Deanna laughed, went over to him and explained, “We’re giving Zen and DuJun…some alone time.” KiKwang went “OHHH !” Deanna unnie just laughed and tried to walk away, but he pulled her back in tightly and hugged her from behind. They just stayed like that, talking. Such a happy couple…

My heart ached just looking at them. How I wished that we Yoseob and me…

We spent the whole night looking for her, we even went back to her house and checked her room to see if she was there…but of course she wasn’t. Finally, when morning got here, we finally found her. From where she was at, we couldn’t see her, but she could see us. She was lying there behind a rock. The moment I saw her, my heart seized up. I thought she had fainted or something !! But when I ran over, I realized that she was just sleeping. I started yelling, “I FOUND HER ! I FOUND HER !”

I went over and kneeled by her. She opened her eyes after a little while and just stared up at me for a while. Then her face crumpled and she started to cry. I propped her up against the wall and she cried into her hands. “Hey hey hey….Zennie…why are you crying ? Wae gheurae ?” She finally looked up at me, “J-jeongmal mianhae…” I was so confused. Why on earth is she apologizing to me ? She kept on talking, “Last night…I know…I know it was just a dare but, I don’t know why I just ran out. I just…all that I could think of was what happened with me and JunHyung and all that was running through my mind was the pain after that night when I found out he cheated on me. When we were kissing DuJun, I’m sorry but I have to get this off my chest, I was really falling for you. I could feel myself falling for you. I know you probably don’t feel the same way…but I don’t know…I just didn’t want to be hurt like that again.”

Wait…what is she saying…I felt my face crack into the biggest, stupidest grin. “Wh-what did you say ?” Zen gave me the weirdest look, then sighed, “You don’t like me do you…you think this is funny and I’m being a retard…” Just as she tried to stand up and walk away, I threw my arms around her and squeezed her tight. I whispered into her ear, “I’ve loved you from that first moment when I was serving your table at the beachfront. I saw your face and I was in love. Just like that.”

She pulled away and studied my face, “Are you…are you joking ? Are you playing with me ?” I laughed and gently pressed my lips against hers. It was the softest, yet the most passionate kiss. We pulled away after a while and I said breathlessly, “Does that prove that I’m not joking around with you here ?” She nodded and beamed. I’ve never seen her this happy before, and when she smiled like that, she was even more beautiful…I didn’t even know that was possible.

At that moment, I was the luckiest, and happiest, guy on the planet.

DuJun pressed his lips to mine and I felt all those fireworks and sparks. I could feel all my feelings surge through me, but that’s when the memory of JunHyung came rushing back to my head. I can’t fall for another boy this fast. I just can’t. I pushed him away from me and said, “I know this is a dare…but I can’t…I just can’t…I’m sorry…” I unzipped the tent and ran out into the night before they could see my tears spill over.

I ran to somewhere I was sure that they couldn’t see me, but I could see them. I sat there and I cried. I whispered to DuJun, even though I know he couldn’t hear me, “Jeongmal mianhae…” I saw the hurt in his face when I pushed him away so harshly.

No. It wasn’t possible that he liked me….how could he like me ? Especially after that scene when JunHyung came in the beachfront…I couldn’t…I can’t take it. What JunHyung did to me…it was enough to make me distrust boys for a lifetime. Everytime I develop feelings for a boy, or even think a boy is cute, all that comes to my mind is JunHyung.

I could still see that night. We were at a barbeque at the end of summer and I was having so much fun partying it up with my friends…that’s when I noticed he was gone. I hadn’t seen him all night either. I hope he wasn’t drunk and passed out somewhere. So I excused myself and went around looking for him. I looked in every single freaking room, when I finally decided to go to the backyard. And behind the tree, I could see him…

I was so happy to see him too. I was so stupid. I ran towards that tree…that’s when I realized that he had his hands up some slut’s shirt and they were making out like no other. I felt my heart break away thinking of this. I sat out there the whole night and eventually drifted off to sleep.

I woke up to the sound of someone shouting, “I FOUND HER ! I FOUND HER !!” I was still groggy and not aware of what was happening, but the first thing I found myself staring at when I opened my eyes was DuJun’s handsome face…

That night, DuJun and I had a heart to heart in the tent. It’s been so long since we’ve really sat down and talked. We talked mostly about, of course, Zen and Jamie. He confessed to me that he’s never fallen instantly for a girl like that, ever. And knowing my cousin and his badass image, I can see why he says that. “Mollasseo dongsaeng. Just….from that first moment our eyes met…I almost couldn’t breathe. I was just frozen there staring at her. I must have looked like a retard, but it’s the truth. This sounds so movie and cliche…but it’s true. She took my fucking breath away.”

I smiled at him and patted his arm, “Hyung gwaenchana. You’ve seen Jamie…she’s so bright and adorable. It took one look for me to start to like her. I was just walking Lucky down the street when I saw her…I was staring at them and then they noticed that I was…so that’s why I went over and introduced myself. I haven’t gotten to much of a change to get to know Jamie very well though…”

DuJun hyung looked at me and smiled. “Gwaenchana dongsaeng ! We have this whole summer ahead of us to get to know these girls, neh ?” I suddenly had a burst of genius. I shot DuJun a sly smile, “Why don’t we start with right now ?” DuJun immediately caught onto what I was saying and laughed. “HWAITING !” I stuck my head outside our tent and saw KiKwang and Deanna had fallen asleep outside on the blanket. I motioned to DuJun and we ran over to the girls’ tent. Sweet, they were stilll awake, their light was still on inside the tent.

DuJun rustled the tent. “Yah Zen !” He whisper yelled, “It’s Yoseob and DuJun. You wanna let us in ?” There was a few almost silent cuss words and some rustling and after a few minutes, the tent unzipped. We stepped in and sat down on the sleeping bags.

“Yah. What are you guys doing here ? And where’s KiKwang and Deanna ?” DuJun smiled at Zen when she said that. “KiKwang and Deanna fell asleep outside together.” Jamie and Zen gave each other a look nd immediately burst out into choruses of AWWWWWW. “Shhhh !!! Don’t wake them up !” I shushed them. Jamie zipped across her lips and “threw away the key.” Aigooo why is she so cute ?! Wae wae wae wae wae wae ?!

“Sooo…” DuJun had a sly glint in his eyes…oh this should be good, “How about a game of truth or dare, huh ?” The girls both giggle and nodded. “Arasseo then. I’ll go first !” DuJun volunteered himself, “Dare.” He winked at Zen. The three of us huddled and pondered what to dare him…finally Zen opened her mouth and said, “I dare you to…kiss Yoseobie on the nose.” DuJun’s face went blank. “BOHYAH ?!?!?! THAT’S NASTY !! Aish arasseo…” He came over and kissed my nose. “BLEGGHH NASTY SHIT MAN.” I wiped my nose over and over and over.

Zen went next and she picked dare also…this time, only me and Jamie decided. Jamie smiled that cute little smile and said, “I dare you to…kiss DuJun oppa.” Both DuJun and Zen said at the same time, “BOH ?!?!” I smiled at DuJun and then sweetly at Zen, “You heard the girl ! Bbo bbo ! On the lips, arasseo ?!” They both sighed. Zen made her way over to DuJun and they kissed.

They kissed for a while and it seemed like she was quite into it. Jamie and I smiled at each other then continued to watch them…but that’s when Zen suddenly broke away with tears in her eyes and said, “I know this is a dare…but I can’t…I just can’t…I’m sorry…”

And she unzipped the tent and ran out.

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After watching the gorgeous sunset, Jamie and Zen went to their tent and Yoseob and DuJun went to theirs. I was about to get up when KiKwang grabbed my hand. “Deanna stay out with me for a while. Have you seen the sky at night yet ?” I sat back down and shook my head. He smiled that gorgeous smile at me again said, “Well then, wait with me outside until the stars come out, arasseo ?” I smiled and said, “Nehh…”

We sat their looking out into the dark horizon. All I could hear was the waves…it was rather calming. “Did you know what I thought when I first saw you ?” KiKwang suddenly said. I looked at him, and he was looking at me with this stare. His face was so serious…I’ve never seen anyone so serious. There wasn’t even a hint of a smile or a smirk on that handsome face. “No…what did you think Kwangie ?” His face broke out into the biggest smile and looked back out towards the water. “I thought you were the prettiest girl in the world and that somehow you were going to be mine. We didn’t even really know each other and I knew…I knew we were meant to be.” His hand found mine. “That was really corny wasn’t it ?” He said again looking at me.

I couldn’t stop smiling, my cheeks were hurting like hell, but I just couldn’t stop. “Deanna…why aren’t you talking…?” I shook my head, still smiling. “I know I’m smiling like an idiot right now…but I can’t help it. I just…I’ve never had a boy say stuff like that to me before…” I could feel my cheeks redden and I looked down. I remembered the last guy I’d been with…I liked him so much. Too much. “That’s one thing me and Jamie do have in common though. We had…bad experiences with our last relationships.” I could feel the lump forming in my throat as I said that.

I told KiKwang the story of my ex. Told him how he made me feel like the best girl in the world and that I was perfect and beautiful and anything anyone could ask for. I told him about how it ended. We were at a party and he locked us in a bedroom. I asked him what he was doing and he tried to take off my clothes. He told me he wanted to fuck me. Of course…I told him no. That’s when he screamed at me that he never loved me, that he never liked me. All he was trying to do was get into my pants. I told Kwangie about the heartbreak I had after that night.

I could feel the tears dripping onto the blanket. I quickly wiped them away with the back of my hand and laughed nervously. “Haha…I’m sorry for dumping that on you. Feels good to get it off my chest though.” I fould feel KiKwang staring at me, but I didn’t want him to see my face all red and puffy. “Look at me, Deanna.” I didn’t move. He put his hand under my chin and moved my head. “I promise I won’t hurt you, arasseo ? You…we’ve only been together for one afternoon, and known each other for two days. But I can promise you now that I won’t hurt you. I won’t leave you, ever.” I smiled.

We stared at each other for a while and then he decided to lighten up the mood. “IT’S KINDA HOT OUT HERE DON’T YOU THINK.” And took off his shirt. I squealed and yelled at him, “AHH WHAT ARE YOU DOING.” But all I could see was that toned chest, his six pack and those biceps. Dayum. “I see you staring…” I looked at his face and he wiggled his eyebrows at me. I couldn’t help but giggle, but that’s when I saw the sky. All I could see were millions of glistening stars. I lied down with a sigh. Kwangie lay down next to me and put his arm around me so I would be lying on his arm. I sighed and looked at the sky again. “It’s beautiful…” He leaned over me and kissed me softly. “Not as beautiful as you…”

That night, I fell asleep curled against KiKwang outside on the beach. It was the best sleep I’d had in a while…

Interesting…so Jamie’s little friend is DuJun’s cousin…funny how it all connects. We made our way to the beach. We all pitched in to set up two tents. One for the boys and one for the girls. We laid down blankets and towels and put up umbrellas. Jamie and Deanna were making sandwiches so that we would have dinner and they wouldn’t have to prepare in the dark. That’s when we heard Yoseob yell, “HEY THE SUN’S SETTING GUYS !”

We all rushed over to the blanket that we put out just for watching the sunset. I sat down next to KiKwang out of habit and DuJun plopped down next to me. For the first few minutes, it was completey silent. Every was staring at the beauty of the sunset. DuJun whispered in my ear, “Beautiful isn’t it ?” I smiled at the sky and sighed, “Nehh….” Being daring, I laid my head down on DuJun’s shoulder.

He stiffened a little so I thought I was doing something wrong..but then he relaxed and put his head on mine too. We sat there until it was dark. Then we all went inside our tents for the night, besides KiKwang and Deanna.

It was the best few hours of my life.